the past year has been all kinds of confusing, with me going back and forth between doing medicine and dentistry, assuming i could get into either. for sometime i figured i was gonna do dentistry but then this year, it all switched back to medicine.
heard of the fear of the unknown? right now i feel like that’s where i’m at. things didn’t fully pan out how i had wished.
and i can’t lie, sometimes i can’t dodge the many “what if?”s floating around in my head. but the what if’s dont change my current situation.
i don’t know what’s out there. i don’t know if i’ll like it. too many uncertainties—somewhat trivial, in the grand scheme of things. that i might be making a bigger mistake in going down the path that i’m about to. but i also know that regardless, this is an opportunity.
instead of being scared, i want to channel all this mental entropy, take the chance i have and run with, give it my all, and really chase hard after something i’ve wanted for so long. #sentencestructurefail
hopefully, this opportunity leads to other opportunities and eventually, i’ll end up a practicing physician.
sometimes it’s hard to fully grasp unto this truth:
in the end, God will work things out for my good, as He deems fit. - paraphrase of romans 8:28
do me a favour. if a person wearing a long sleeved shirt or a sweatshirt and jeans on a hot day, don’t comment on it. don’t ask why they’re wearing it. don’t say anything at about it.
trust me, they know it’s hot, they know. but their reason for wearing what they’re wearing probably far outweighs the temperature outside.
yes!! the last sentence.